倒霉还是。。。

回国大约一个月半，
而回国的第三星期，
我的手就毁了！
心疼 
埋怨
一句，倒霉 
切冬瓜条也能把手给毁了！

要吃一个月的药 ，
看看效果，
涂一年的药膏 ，
我真的不想双手都那么的难看呀！
真的要那么久的时间来复原吗？
难道不能3个月？
而且，
又不能晒到太阳 ~~
我不是千金小姐 
而我出门也没有涂防晒的习惯 
也很懒惰保养 
喜爱太阳 来展现自己的肤色。

如今，
医生的一句 “不要晒太阳” “晒多的话，会很难愈”
唉哟 我的妈 ！
我到底做错了什么啊！
怨也埋过了 !
医生也看过了 ！
药也每天服用
就 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

我在想，
或许这是一种受惩罚
惩罚以往的过错 
又或者
是一种过运
无论是前者还是后者 
我都接受。
若一个人犯的错，没有惩罚
一声“对不起”来弥补 
那真的无济于事
一张完美的纸皱了就是皱了
虽然，
为自己的过错而付出了代价[惩罚]
弥补不了
也回不了过去
挽不回一颗已经被伤害的心 
但至少我觉得我良心过得去 

不完美的2013

离开NILAI 将近1年了

和她们分开也将近一年

如今，见面的机会少之又少

一个在地球的北段，其余的在地球的南段

放假的时间也不一致

那种想与怀念真的不是词句能表达出来

能成为朋友真的是缘分 

缘分拉近了我们的距离 

缘分建造了我们的回忆

而 

今年我最遗憾的是 我们没能一起吃喝玩乐

过去的我带给她们的伤害真的很多 

我的愤怒统统都发在她们的身上 

这真的让我耿耿于怀 

就像 一张完美的纸，皱了就无法再完美 

友谊也是如此

虽说，已经是过去的事 

但，每当回想起我还是不能接受与原谅我曾经的过错 

若时间能从来

我会选着珍惜这份友谊而不是伤害

所以，2013

唯有以edit的照片暂时顶替

顶替我们的回忆

First time

First time clubbing with my high school friends

And, also first time visited.

It's really fun, enjoyed and excited.

And, also my first time for not having alcohol.

The genes inside my body was calling me to have it

But, i'm worried.

Worried that my sickness will turn bad or uncontrollable.

So, "NO" 

First time seeing my friends drank.

Frankly speak, it's kinda embarrassed actually for losing control.

I am glad that i didn't did something embarrassed when the time i'm drunk. 

Thanks GOD

First time I'm enjoyed 

Enjoyed dancing and shaking with a little help of the alcohol. 

I can barely feel that kinda of relieve that ... indescribable

First time met such a perfect guy, singer from Thais.

He's too prefect.

The most important thing was he's a gay!!!

OMG

That's really a waste

Why the world doesn't treat every fair and equal especially such a perfect guy.

For the first time i fall in love with such live band

Hope that for the next time i'm back to Malaysia there would be a chance for me to bring my college friends to enjoy. 

Craziness, happiness and memories can't be trade by money

So, built it when i'm still young 

Live without regret.  

On My Way Back Home

Waiting for months 

Hiding my excitement

Missing my food

Different kinds of feeling mixed together and came into 

Months away from home

Lots of unpredictable things happened

Life can be restless and uncontrollable

No one's know what will happen next

Neither foreseeing nor dreams. 

It's such a long way back home

Hours of flight and transits from United States to Asia

Chicago, second visit

I love the city and also the peoples.

Sometimes, i wish to be study here

I can shop, eat and enjoy the park

How wonderful life can be if we choose the right destination at first!

This was my first time travelling alone from States to Asia

It's really fun but sometimes I am helpless especially when it came to shopping and also when i'm lost in nowhere 

Hong Kong, second destination

A very short trip for myself to take a breath

What i would said was "JESUS CHRIST" 

The weather was so warm and hot 

I couldn't take it and merely had my asthma 

The stuff over here wasn't that cheap either.

I would prefer to shop in states rather than HK

HK is good for food but others NO

Malaysia, last destination

Seeing the familiar landscape, sea water and also the building makes me so happy 

Seeing the cars, cars plate began with P, K, W makes me feel that I'm home

This was long way for me to be back.