The Image

I'm not God but myself .

Sometimes, i'm lost nowhere 

Sometime, life can be reckless, hopeless, sad , disappointed

But,

if we're being optimistic 

Life will be fun, happy and meaningful. 

I just need someones' to enlighten me 

Telling and showing me the light, where i'm suppose to be.

I know, 

right now i'm not who i'm

Something is still missing 

And, what i need is explore myself to find out 

The fire will start to glow once the time is right

And, yet that will be the time i find myself.

The years and days before,

I blamed everything

I blamed on results, lecturer, friends, families but NOT myself.

That moment, i knew i was lost.

Somehow, I'm being too arrogant and tenacious on something and focusing more on the pre-surface.

I knew, life was never easy for everyone.

But, still I insisted with what I thought at first.

Nobody can changed it tho.

For now, i'm willing to accept whatever advise, comment from others.

The goal of mine was to learn as much as i could.

I'm willing to pay for the price and wanted to have a glory reputation

I want to earn my first goal before 30.

I see the image of what i wanted the most in the future.

I know what i'm going to focus on

And, I just need to brave myself and learn to be confidence

No more admiring on others.

For friendships, i will just take it easy.

No pressure on friendships

Journey is mine, not theirs.

So, why should I bother so much on friendships when it's no worthy?

Just be smart and learn.

Complaining all over the f* status at facebook sometime just got me so annoyed.

I'm not proud of myself but it's really the time for them to think about it.

From what i had seen was they were just the same as my past.

Be mature, please.

Think deeper and have a more wider images around the world.