Dirtiest Politic ever in History

Malaysia 13th General Election 
Being Independence for 56 years
From Tunku Abdul Rahman to Najis 
From years to years, nations suffered from the unfair treat from the government
The economic crisis that boomed several years before had brought our economic and living style became harder 
And, the government did not work it out on the solutions but more corruption
They only well treated their own kinds just like the Ministers
All those having a higher position would benefit from country
Using all the money from the nations
Having unfair and unequal treatment 
Creating division among the nations

If you study historic, maybe you will said that Malaysia had the dirtiest election ever
In hundreds of countries, there's none of the country that would have such elections and Prime Minister
My everyday obligation was to read the news and watch the videos
From days to days, the anger was deeply lighten up 
If there's a chance to twist "XXXXX" into two, i would probably do it
President Obama cares about the nations, 
Najib cares about his money
Nations suffered from the increasing of the prices
Najib enjoyed from the profit 
Whats' government and Minister is that? 

Even though, you did not welfare the nations 
We might not blame 
But, if you were crossing the border and playing tricks 
Fooling the nations
Controlling everything 
This would only lighten up their anger
Besides, every nation has their right to vote who they want 
Not using $$$ to buy the vote 
Not using trick to eliminate the vote
That's unfair election and vote 
Hope the GOD sees what you had did
Murdering two innocent peoples 
Hope the GOD would punish you 
And, free the nations from the dirty government 
And, looking forward for the punishment that you will get after May 5 2013

Inspiration came into my mind

This came into my mind when the professor was talking about the "GLOBALIZATION" 
Secondly, BUSINESS 

A trade in between countries that will bring profit to the nations. 
But, why this idea "POP" out 
"WALMART" can be easily found in states and Europe
For, Asia it's only CHINA and KOREA 
Viewing from another perspective, i feel that this sort of business will benefit all of us. 
If Walmart can have the first ever branch in Malaysia
Store that operates 24 hours 
How would it be? 
It's only store that fully equip with the daily life materials
Although, Carefour or Giant also had the same concept but they were largely operating.
They consisted of too much store or stall and that suppose to belong as a mall. 
However, Walmart in Malaysia would not be the same as the others although they are selling the daily life materials.
Somehow, it would properly focusing on the American products so Malaysian could also be allow to access to USA product. 
It's just the matter of price that would be a little expensive 
So, if someone could bring this ideas into Malaysia market it properly would be a path for success. 

Shadow

Shadow everywhere 
No matter day and night 
Whenever there's a light , there's a shadow 
Shadow is like a reflection of our's past
Our mistake/ lesson
Once in our life, there will always a lesson that taught us 
Lesson that will always follow us for eternally
Isn't not a big ideal actually
But, the shadow sometimes can turn off someone's belief
The consequence that brought would be gigantic
Someone's might be LOST no where

"BALANCE" of the nature 
It can be good or bad 
Either way, depends on how you deal with it
Sometimes, it might need some time for us to figure out
It might be days or years

Shadow will follow us 
Is a mistake that will always remind of us
NOT to repeat the same mistake
The way we live
Unpredictable, uncontrollable
Shadow, teach us
Shadow, lead us 
Shadow, an image 
Shadow, lesson to grow 

Flipping through the diaries that written all the silly mistake that ever did 
Those mistake was ridiculous, make no sense of it
Maybe because of the "THOUGHT", i guess
Just smile whenever u saw your own shadow
Because it's happened to be a silly 

Truth and Lies

Everyone knows that truth is hard to be accepted 
But, do you ever think of living in a circle of lies is kind of covering yourself ?
No matter good lies or bad, things wont work out. 
Lies always come one after another just to cover the story
And, we never thought of the consequences that will bring for us once turn to be uncontrollable. 
And, we never thought of the person that will be hurt physically.
We couldn't control nor hold onto the lies to live the way we want
Lies only bring grieve and anger to each other
No matter how strong you are
You will not accept it
Who ever tells a lies would lose 
And, there would be no "TRUST" in between 

Reality is cruel
No one's want to admit it
But, who cares'
The GOD had created it and the balance of the nature that make us couldn't denied it
We are born to accept what we are about to, accept what we are
Knowing the truth would be tough for us to accept
But, there's nothing that we could change
I knew how it was, how it feels.
The bloody pumping heart was stab by thousand of knifes
The wounded heart was bleeding so badly
But, no one's know about it
Only you, yourself that would go through it 

No matter truth or lies 
None of it works in either way
Sometimes, peoples would said a good lies would harm nobody
Who knows?
Everyone minds and thoughts are different
So, we couldn't conclude that

If, i was ask to choose in between truth or lies 
I would probably choose the truth
No matter how much price it cost to hurt someone
Telling a truth would be better.
And, i think it would heal faster than telling a lie.
If it turns to be a lie then it probably would became a shadow for someone life for eternally 

信任

我的人生或许可以用“凄凉”来形容吧！
不是我的想法偏激或悲观，而是意识到很久没把它说出来。
朋友真正的意义是什么？
其实，我自己也不知道。
现在，唯一能交心的是妈妈不是朋友。
想了很久“为什么”
有时候，问起去假期旅行的时候，100%说不能。
有时候，我真的想不通其中的原理。
朋友真的可以那么忙？

另外是“曾经”的自己
或许我给身边的人的印象不好吧！
即使遇人遇事后，对一些事情的看法和以前不一样
但有时候真的觉得没有区别
因为曾经自己是那样，而要说你改变根本不可能嘛！
我承认以前的我是有些幼稚，什么东西都往facebook写
但，不代表现在或以后也是。
这种感觉就像不被信任，心真的很不舒服。
我想了一整晚，我真的很失败 
朋友之间的信任永远不会发生在我身上。

若有天自己消失了，可能也没有人会知道吧！
“信任” 的意义太重大了， 我要不起 也不渴望
宁可信任自己，好过他人信任我
而且，我也不该被情绪牵动着我 
那可蠢蠢欲动的心应该坚强 真的伤不起
宁可要回以前那颗冷血的心
这样烦恼就少了
同时，我也该隐身了。
与其管好自己，也不该去知道那么多吧！

想象与真实

近来，我发现想象与真实的差别
其实，想象是一件很不好的
生活在想象里永远都是一种虚幻，一种假象，一种自我安慰的方法
不但给自己一个虚幻的空间也让他人抱着希望
而现实（真实）永远都没有那么美好的 
就那么残酷

当被假象欺骗了的时候，真的很难去接受
太不真实了
所以，我告诉自己日后的日子（未来）我要的是真实的生活。
不要给自己一个虚假的安慰，因为 那都是假的。
真实的生活才能感觉得到它的温度，它的存在。
无论多残酷，都得面对
避得了一时，避不了一世

Responsibility and burden

Idk how much it weigh for "RESPONSIBILITY" and " BURDEN" itself. 

Idk how long it takes me to realize the word and meaning of it. 

Idk how it would change my life.

There's too much of  " I DON'T KNOW" 

And, that's we called as LIFE 

Too much wondered, worried will become part of it and became our burden.

I never felt burden or having responsibility till the age 21.

My life was easy going, less stress and more joy. 

That's how i lived for the 20 years and now i needed to have some burden as my motivation.

Responsibility for my family and uncle. 

I needed to take over the role of it, taking care of them.

Money always the boss for everything.

For me, it's just something externally used for shopping. 

And, the cruel reality was money come before family.

I would never thought "money" could ruin someone family no matter how "HARMONY" it was.

The moment i heard about the splitting in my family, thousand of holes penetrate over my heard. 

How painful it was!

From that moment, i swear to myself and god that I wanted a harmony family. 

But, how to maintain that harmony and peace in the family

Answer:  " Richer than others" then you will be the boss.

Having a strong financial foundation, then others won't step you on behind. 

So, right now the only goal for me :" Study hard, travel hard, play hard, get scholarship"

JULY

Fun to be with. 

Secretive.

 Difficult to fathom and to be understood. 

Quiet unless excited or tensed. 

Takes pride in oneself. 

Has reputation. 

Easily consoled.

 Honest. 

Concerned about people's feelings. 

Tactful. 

Friendly. 

Approachable.

 Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.

 Easily hurt. 

Witty and sparkly. 

spazzy at times.

 Not revengeful. 


Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. 

Guides others physically and mentally. 

Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. 

Caring and loving.

Treats others equally. 

Strong sense of sympathy. 

Wary and sharp. 

Judges people through observations.

 Hardworking. 

No difficulties in studying.

 Loves to be with friends .

 Always broods about the past and the old friends.

 Waits for friends. 

Never looks for friends. 

Not aggressive unless provoked.

 Loves to be loved. 

Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

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